“Monks, there are these two kinds of search: the noble
search and the ignoble search. And what is the ignoble search? Here someone
being himself subject to birth seeks what is also subject to birth; being
himself subject to aging, he seeks what is also subject to aging; being himself
subject to sickness, he seeks what is also subject to sickness; being himself
subject to death, he seeks what is also subject to death; being himself subject
to sorrow, he seeks what is also subject to sorrow; being himself subject to
defilement, he seeks what is also subject to defilement.
“And what may be said
to be subject to birth, aging, sickness, and death; to sorrow and defilement?
Wife and children, men and women slaves, goats and sheep, fowl and pigs,
elephants, cattle, horses, and mares, gold and silver: these acquisitions are
subject to birth, aging, sickness, and death; to sorrow and defilement; and one
who is tied to these things, infatuated with them, and utterly absorbed in
them, being himself subject to birth … to sorrow and defilement, seeks what it
also subject to birth … to sorrow and defilement.10
“And what is the
noble search? Here someone being himself subject to birth, having understood
the danger in what is subject to birth, seeks the unborn supreme security from
bondage, Nibbāna; being himself subject to aging, having understood the danger
in what is subject to aging, he seeks the unaging supreme security from
bondage,
Nibbāna; being himself subject to sickness, having
understood the danger in what is subject to sickness, he seeks the unailing
supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna; being himself subject to death, having
understood the danger in what is subject to death, he seeks the deathless
supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna; being himself subject to sorrow, having
understood the danger in what is subject to sorrow, he seeks the sorrowless
supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna; being himself subject to defilement,
having understood the danger in what is subject to defilement, he seeks the
undefiled supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna. This is the noble search.
“Monks, before my
enlightenment, while I was still only an unenlightened bodhisatta, I too, being
myself subject to birth, sought what was also subject to birth; being myself
subject to aging, sickness, death, sorrow, and defilement, I sought what was
also subject to aging, sickness, death, sorrow, and defilement. Then I
considered thus: ‘Why, being myself subject to birth, do I seek what is also
subject to birth? Why, being myself subject to aging, sickness, death, sorrow,
and defilement, do I seek what is also subject to aging, sickness, death,
sorrow, and defilement? Suppose that, being myself subject to birth, having
understood the danger in what is subject to birth, I seek the unborn supreme
security from bondage, Nibbāna. Suppose that, being myself subject to aging,
sickness, death, sorrow, and defilement, having understood the danger in what
is subject to aging, sickness, death, sorrow, and defilement, I seek the
unaging, unailing, deathless, sorrowless, and undefiled supreme security from
bondage, Nibbāna.’
“Later, while still young, a black-haired young man endowed
with the blessing of youth, in the prime of life, though my mother and father
wished otherwise and wept with tearful faces, I shaved off my hair and beard,
put on the ochre robe, and went forth from the home life into homelessness.
“Having gone forth,
monks, in search of what is wholesome, seeking the supreme state of sublime
peace, I went to Āḷāra Kālāma and said to him: ‘Friend Kālāma, I want to lead
the spiritual life in this Dhamma and Discipline.’ Āḷāra Kālāma replied: ‘The
venerable one may stay here. This Dhamma is such that a wise man can soon enter
upon and dwell in it, realizing for himself through direct knowledge his own
teacher’s doctrine.’ I soon quickly learned that Dhamma. As far as mere
lip-reciting and rehearsal of his teaching went, I could speak with knowledge
and assurance, and I claimed, ‘I know and see’—and there were others who did
likewise.
“I considered: ‘It is
not through mere faith alone that Āḷāra Kālāma declares: “By realizing it for
myself with direct knowledge, I enter upon and dwell in this Dhamma.” Certainly
Āḷāra Kālāma dwells knowing and seeing this Dhamma.’ Then I went to Āḷāra Kālāma
and asked him: ‘Friend Kālāma, in what way do you declare that by realizing it
for yourself with direct knowledge you enter upon and dwell in this Dhamma?’ In
reply he declared the base of nothingness.
“I considered: ‘Not only Āḷāra Kālāma has faith, energy,
mindfulness, concentration, and wisdom. I too have faith, energy, mindfulness,
concentration, and wisdom. Suppose I endeavor to realize the Dhamma that Āḷāra
Kālāma declares he enters upon and dwells in by realizing it for himself with
direct knowledge?’
“I soon quickly
entered upon and dwelled in that Dhamma by realizing it for myself with direct
knowledge. Then I went to Āḷāra Kālāma and asked him: ‘Friend Kālāma, is it in
this way that you declare that you enter upon and dwell in this Dhamma by
realizing it for yourself with direct knowledge?’—‘That is the way,
friend.’—‘It is in this way, friend, that I also enter upon and dwell in this
Dhamma by realizing it for myself with direct knowledge.’—‘It is a gain for us,
friend, it is a great gain for us that we have such a venerable one for our
fellow monk. So the Dhamma that I declare I enter upon and dwell in by
realizing it for myself with direct knowledge is the Dhamma that you enter upon
and dwell in by realizing it for yourself with direct knowledge. And the Dhamma
that you enter upon and dwell in by realizing it for yourself with direct
knowledge is the Dhamma that I declare I enter upon and dwell in by realizing
it for myself with direct knowledge. So you know the Dhamma that I know and I
know the Dhamma that you know. As I am, so are you; as you are, so am I. Come,
friend, let us now lead this community together.’
“Thus Āḷāra Kālāma,
my teacher, placed me, his pupil, on an equal footing with himself and awarded
me the highest honor. But it occurred to me: ‘This Dhamma does not lead to
disenchantment, to dispassion, to cessation, to peace, to direct knowledge, to
enlightenment, to Nibbāna, but only to rebirth in the base of nothingness.’12
Not being satisfied with that Dhamma, disappointed with it, I left.
“Still in search, monks, of what is wholesome, seeking the
supreme state of sublime peace, I went to Uddaka Rāmaputta and said to him:
‘Friend, I want to lead the spiritual life in this Dhamma and Discipline.’
Uddaka Rāmaputta replied: ‘The venerable one may stay here. This Dhamma is such
that a wise man can soon enter upon and dwell in it, himself realizing through
direct knowledge his own teacher’s doctrine.’ I soon quickly learned that
Dhamma. As far as mere lip-reciting and rehearsal of his teaching went, I could
speak with knowledge and assurance, and I claimed, ‘I know and see’—and there
were others who did likewise.
“I considered: ‘It
was not through mere faith alone that Rāma declared: “By realizing it for
myself with direct knowledge, I enter upon and dwell in this Dhamma.” Certainly
Rāma dwelled knowing and seeing this Dhamma.’ Then I went to Uddaka Rāmaputta
and asked him: ‘Friend, in what way did Rāma declare that by realizing it for
himself with direct knowledge he entered upon and dwelled in this Dhamma?’ In
reply Uddaka Rāmaputta declared the base of
neither-perception-nor-nonperception.13
“I considered: ‘Not
only Rāma had faith, energy, mindfulness, concentration, and wisdom. I too have
faith, energy, mindfulness, concentration, and wisdom. Suppose I endeavor to
realize the Dhamma that Rāma declared he entered upon and dwelled in by
realizing it for himself with direct knowledge.’
“I soon quickly
entered upon and dwelled in that Dhamma by realizing it for myself with direct
knowledge. Then I went to Uddaka Rāmaputta and asked him: ‘Friend, was it in
this way that Rāma declared that he entered upon and dwelled in this Dhamma by
realizing it for himself with direct knowledge?’—‘That is the way, friend.’—‘It
is in this way, friend, that I also enter upon and dwell in this Dhamma by
realizing it for myself with direct knowledge.’—‘It is a gain for us, friend,
it is a great gain for us that we have such a venerable one for our fellow
monk. So the Dhamma that Rāma declared he entered upon and dwelled in by
realizing it for himself with direct knowledge is the Dhamma that you enter
upon and dwell in by realizing it for yourself with direct knowledge. And the
Dhamma that you enter upon and dwell in by realizing it for yourself with
direct knowledge is the Dhamma that Rāma declared he entered upon and dwelled
in by realizing it for himself with direct knowledge. So you know the Dhamma
that Rāma knew and Rāma knew the Dhamma that you know. As Rāma was, so are you;
as you are, so was Rāma. Come, friend, now lead this community.’
“Thus Uddaka Rāmaputta, my fellow monk, placed me in the
position of a teacher and accorded me the highest honor. But it occurred to me:
‘This Dhamma does not lead to disenchantment, to dispassion, to cessation, to
peace, to direct knowledge, to enlightenment, to Nibbāna, but only to rebirth
in the base of neither-perception-nor-nonperception.’ Not being satisfied with
that Dhamma, disappointed with it, I left.
“Still in search,
monks, of what is wholesome, seeking the supreme state of sublime peace, I
wandered by stages through the Magadhan country until eventually I arrived at
Uruvelā near Senānigama. There I saw an agreeable piece of ground, a delightful
grove with a clear-flowing river with pleasant, smooth banks and nearby a
village for alms resort. I considered: ‘This is an agreeable piece of ground,
this is a delightful grove with a clear-flowing river with pleasant, smooth
banks and nearby a village for alms resort. This will serve for the striving of
a clansman intent on striving.’ And I sat down there thinking: ‘This will serve
for striving.’
“Then, monks, being myself subject to birth, having
understood the danger in what is subject to birth, seeking the unborn supreme
security from bondage, Nibbāna, I attained the unborn supreme security from
bondage, Nibbāna; being myself subject to aging, having understood the danger
in what is subject to aging, seeking the unaging supreme security from bondage,
Nibbāna, I attained the unaging supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna; being
myself subject to sickness, having understood the danger in what is subject to
sickness, seeking the unailing supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna, I
attained the unailing supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna; being myself subject
to death, having understood the danger in what is subject to death, seeking the
deathless supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna, I attained the deathless
supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna; being myself subject to sorrow, having
understood the danger in what is subject to sorrow, seeking the sorrowless
supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna, I attained the sorrowless supreme
security from bondage, Nibbāna; being myself subject to defilement, having
understood the danger in what is subject to defilement, seeking the undefiled
supreme security from bondage, Nibbāna, I attained the undefiled supreme
security from bondage, Nibbāna. The knowledge and vision arose in me: ‘My
liberation is unshakable. This is my last birth. Now there is no more renewed
existence.’”